Friday, March 21, 2008

bad dreams

I can't believe I fell asleep
Didn't think it could happen
After such a day
After so many hours of tears
Feeling like I tore my own heart out
Like I gave up on so much
So much love
Such a life that would have been
Your mistakes hidden under tears
Your flaws painfully wonderful
Falling asleep from a nightmare
When you called

"I can't even fall asleep"
you stuttered and cried these words to me
"Can you come over?"

and now I can't sleep
thinking about
all this that I've done to you

I love you so
I always have
I always will
I don't know why this had to happen

guilt-ridden heart breaker
like there's a special ring of hell for me
a special ring
I once gave to you

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